higekiri

[warmness]

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[warmness]

Am I?

[ refreshing....

there's an amused laugh. ]

I just know that we'll be able to take care of him.

[banzais]

And how do you know? Because you believe in everyone else?

[warmness]

I believe that you love him very much.

[ and also in everyone else, but

that belief is second to this one. ]

[banzais]

[ . . . . well.]

... I suppose I do.

[he can admit that - even if he isn't quite always sure how to acknowledge what love is. what it feels like. if he likes how it feels.]

But I don't get to decide what happens tomorrow.

[warmness]

I think that the determination of a person can affect a lot of things.

[ she taps her chin idly. ]

Feelings of not wanting to see someone you care for upset... of wanting to find some form of justice... They can be pretty powerful.

[banzais]

[he looks thoughtful at that]

In theory, I know. After all, I've observed that in humans for centuries...

And yet -

To feel it in my own chest... It's very different.

[it's odd, to feel so human]

[warmness]

[ it's been like two weeks and grune still doesn't have the sword lore ]

Is it a good different or a bad different?

[banzais]

... I'm not sure yet. I can't say that I'm fond of it and yet...

Didn't someone tell me that 'the sad moments are what make us who we are'?

[pours one out for ima]

[warmness]

I'm not sure. Did they?

[ grune didn't arrive in the citadel for tsuwa ]

... but I suppose that's right. There really isn't such a thing as a good moment if you don't have the bad to compare it to.

[ although she sounds slightly less confident in saying this considering she

is an amnesiac ]

[banzais]

[there's just a laugh at that]

Maybe so...

I thought that my moments before this were rather good.

[this was, hilariously, hige's first bad moment he actually experienced]

[warmness]

Well... we can appreciate the good ones more, and not take them from granted.

[ and also kill monika later ]

[banzais]

Mm, I suppose so.

[he has no reason to disagree]

Have you tried to contact anyone via the clamshells, brother...?

[warmness]

I have, yes. I've spoken to... hm, Nathan so far.

[ oh right ]

I'm going to try to talk to Chuuya... tomorrow, maybe? Depending on how things go.

[banzais]

Is that so... and how is - um... Nathan?

[she literally just said his name]

[warmness]

Oh, he's the same as ever. Very nice.

[ still trying very hard to bang grune, to no avail, ]

[banzais]

Eh, really? I'll have to try to see him soon... Is he lonely?

[warmness]

I think so. It might be very sad, to not be able to talk to people as freely as you'd want to.

[ waiting for dick pics all day must be tiring ]